The car dilemma is lasting longer than expected. So, I’m trying to figure other things out. Lee offered to help me any way possible. He offered to bring me to school and work but our schedules conflict. I dont’ want to inconvenience him. I’ll figure something out.

Lee is earning some major cool points. He came to visit me last night and I was kind of reluctant although I had been talking to him for like a month. What’s funny is that last night I prayed and wished that my son’s father had found some chick to lay with and not pop up to my residence. I’m assuming he did. LOL. Annnywaaays, Lee and I have an engaging conversation. I just couldn’t see pass his lips and those dimples, mainly the dimples. I am truly impressed. He makes me laugh and what’s even more important is that he makes me smile. His smile literally makes me melt. So far, he’s a nice guy.

On the other hand, as I mentioned before, he told me some things that made a few alarms sound and flags fly up. I respect his honesty but it kind of seems like he likes chaos. I also think he has anger issues. It’s apparent that I am DEFINITELY NOT trying to get in another abusive relationship whether its’ verbal or physical. Hopefully, he’s not that way. I will be SO friggin’ disappointed. :undecided_tb:

So, my transportation troubles seem as if they will exist no more after this week. I was able to get a deal on something cheap that should last until September. It is one of my friend’s work cars and he’s only charging about $700 for it. Of course, the car needs tires, an oil change, and a headliner but as long as I can get from home to school and to work, I don’t care if the door was taped shut. I just need to get to school until I get my refund check. Then, I’m putting about $3000 to $3500 down towards a new car and I anticipate in March 2010, the car will be paid for. Hoopefully, I can find a car that I can just buy for about $5000 to $6000. I saw an ’07 Impala that I fell IN LOVE with for $10,000 and I think I’m leaning towards that. I’m a little reluctant because of the car note. I’ll figure something out because I REALLY, REALLY want that car!

Chris is still the same. ..immature and materialistic. I don’t even think I should continue to speak with him when I know for sure that that’s all it will be. It’ll be different if he offered things in a different manner instead of telling me that I should move with him, etc. I work hard to maintain my independence and I am thankful for what I have. I am 22 years old, paying for a 3BR house, going to school full time, working full time, and being a mother full time, nonetheless. Praise me for doing that instead of telling me I can do better if I lived with you. He’s on a new level of irritation.

Anyways, Lee and I have been conversing a lot. He’s transferring to SU from Grambling and he’s a very nice guy. I’m a sucker for dimples so every time he smiles, I melt a little bit. He’s been so supportive with the sitations that I’ve been going through and I really appreciate him as a friend. There are a few signals that have gone off though which has me reluctant to fall for him in the future. I’ve always been a sucker for giving people the benefit of the doubt..Case in Point:My Son’s Father Grrr! :wallbash_tb:

Anyways, I’m anxious to get this week over with. I need to regain my stability! :laughing_tb: