Yep! You have read correctly. I have moved into a 3BR/2.5 BA Townhouse and I absolutely love it. I love it so much that I’m actually interested in making this my first “home” purchase. The owner is adamant in selling the unit real soon so just as God has blessed me with this find, maybe it was for future satisfaction as well. If you have read my post Humble Abode?, you can understand how I can move after only 6 months of occupancy. Wouldn’t a $562 water bill be your determination to GTF? C.W. came by and helped me move my bed in. (Of course, right? LOL) He was also impressed and asked me what I was going to do with all the space. I’m still trying to figure that out. He’s coming by today to accent a few of the living room walls, and the wall by the fireplace.

:heart:@Bella Rose He’s definitely a sweetheart!

The pictures below were taken on my shitty phone so please excuse the quality until I charge my Sony Mavica. *hehe

The living room/dining room –

My room–

My bathroom–

I still have to get photos of the kitchen, which is small but provides enough space for what I need to do, the staircase, my daugher’s room and her walk in closet, my son’s room, their bathroom, the back yard&patio, the 1/2 bath and the other portion of my bathroom. I was just so taken by the construction of MY bedroom that I went a little crazy with the pictures and my phone only holds 35 pictures. I’m still taken by the large bathroom AND two walk-in closets! BOW!

As far as decorating goes, I’ve set a $1000 budget since I’m paying the rent in advance for the term of my lease which is 3 months. Maybe afterwards, I’ll consider purchase. That’s such a big decision but since the offer has presented itself, why not take advantage of it while I can with the stipends from school? Ehh, we’ll see. I’ll add more quality pictures later! Also, you all are welcome to purchase items from my decor compilation via walmart.com! LMAO! #justsaying..

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When your kids are gone, you turn into a pretzel and think you’re a model! Poor me!

That is what I was doing at 11:30 at night. I was SOOO bored that I felt like “imitating” a model and taking some random shot and posting it on Facebook. I think I paced up and down the hallway 20 times just to make myself tired. The silence inside my home was deafening. I was losing it without my children there. I finally got time to myself and I didn’t know what the hell to do. Then, I got a phone call. Let’s just say, I JUMPED at the opportunity. Of course you know, I’ll explain PRIVATELY!

All of the formalities that led up to my moment of PG-13 delirium can be bypassed. Don’t get me wrong, those memories played a significant role to my attainment of such a sought after vehemence. But, it is the intimate and innate contact that he and I had with one another that has left a larger imprint. The utterance into my ear still has my body shaking. His vulgar words were harmonious. With the verbatim recollection of those words, I am able to allow my body to revisit that same state of ecstasy as if he were here, on the right of me, taunting me just as he remembered how I had loved it so much 3 years prior to this reunion.

We spent some time engaging in conversation, catching up on each other. He knew a lot about me. It seemed I was playing the “catch up” game alone. After a few laughs, silence fell upon us. It was deafening and it was apparent he couldn’t take it. He came over to me and kissed my cheek. Then he stopped and looked at me and said, “I really missed you.” Without giving me time to respond, he kissed my lips. He didn’t need a response. That’s what I love about him. He knows how I feel without even asking me. After an intense session of osculation, he whispers a question in my ear that I wish I could have said yes to. My mind and my body were definitely at war. I wanted to surrender my body. I was ready to raise the white flag. Nevertheless, it was my mind that prevailed. I won’t dare claim utter disappointment as I trust my mind. Maybe my mind knows something that I don’t. Maybe it knows that with enough sagacity of “that moment” will allow me to experience ultimate satisfaction. I hope my body’s patience is sufficient.

I know I made him feel good. How am I so sure? Well, because he kept asking me if I was sure I wanted to renounce his offer. He knew I wanted to oblige and be submissive to my flesh. There were some situations that I needed to handle before I could allow myself to enter a realm with him. But, he makes it so hard to focus on those situations when he looks at me the way he does and calls me “Baby”. I truly hate this sense of weakness. But then again, maybe that has been my problem all along, at least that’s that I’ve been told. We’ll see how this goes. I’m loving the way things are right now. I can see him so clearly now. Before, I found it rather hard to see him through the walls that I had built. I love his destructive nature for tearing them down!

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