Rae La Soul

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This all seems so surreal. My Spring semester has been so rewarding and is a semester that I will never forget. An internship. Robotics Research. And now, research with virtual systems. It’s been a long, hard six years. Two kids. Three heartbreaks. Countless nights without sleep. Tear soaked pillows. Extreme weight gain. Extreme weight loss. A health scare. But I’m here.. preparing for my last semester and the end of my undergraduate career. I’m really at a lost of words, but with so much to say. This is it. One. More.  ...

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I came here with the intention to type an entry. To give some sort of update, but I’m at a lost for words. Being blindsided is one of the worst feelings in the world. Next to realizing that you completely wasted your time, energy, and emotions on someone who ultimately wasn’t worth it. The last feeling I’d ever thought I’d feel was hate. But, I do. Hate and regret. Dismay. Complete worthlessness. It’s amazing how you can spend so much time with a person and still not know who they really are. For some strange  ...