III. Taking care of Me

I’ve discovered that this year that I’ve bent over backwards for several people that in turn, have only taken me for granted. I’ve pushed my own needs and concerns to the side to cater to theirs. However, when it’s time to reciprocate the action, those same people are M.I.A. I was so hell-bent on trying to convince some people that deep down inside, I am courteous and kind. I’m starting to think that such was obvious on the surface but instead, they wanted to take my kindness for a weakness. This ends now.

From now on, I’m taking care of myself. My business will be handled before I even “THINK” about tending to anyone else’s. I don’t do things for people expecting something in return. However, I do expect that if I need you, you’d be there for me like I was for you. There’s a big difference between the two that I’m sure ANYONE could see. That’s how life works. That’s how karma operates. Am I the only one that knows this?

I’m turning over a new leaf. There’s going to be a new me. I won’t be ruthless or mean, although things were so much more easier that way. Instead, I’m choosing to adapt to a more blunt and business mindframe. Straight up–MY business and my needs will be taken care of first. Then, if you need help, I’ll see what I can do. I’m not stressing myself over your problems when I have problems of my own. Nope. Wait your turn!