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My name is Carla B. I am often referred to as C.Rae, Raelyb, or Raelynn. I am a verbally expressive socialite. Often times, I care NOT about one’s feelings when it has been determined that my thoughts, opinions, and reactions are not taken into account or consideration. If deemed necessary, I have no problems or hinderances that would prevent me from verbally assassinating anyone caught within my wrath. My literature and vocals are like piercing daggers to the soul and if one is blessed to witness the pain, it is well-deserved and intended.

I am a very private person. I never feel the need to broadcast what I have or possess in hopes to receive personal satisfaction and approval. I satisfy myself. More importantly, intial approval is pronounced and determined by yours truly for my actions, thoughts, and expressions. Final approval is determined by my children. No other consideration is made or pondered.

I am often considered sarcastic and nonchalant. Indeed I am. I am sarcastic when the mood, the conversation, or the situation demands it. I am nonchalant when petty conversations, activities, etc come into play. Honestly, I do not feel that I owe anyone more than I give them if it is obvious that surety, confidence, and worth for yourself is non-existant. Granted, I am considerate of one’s feelings. However, please do not deem my considerations as a weakness. I can turn it on and off oh so well!

In essence, in a nutshell, overall (whathaveyou), perception is a helluva gift and a curse. I am perceived as a selfish, sarcastic, nonchalant bitch while at the same time a thoughtful, caring, delight to society. It all depends on how YOU want to make your first experience with me. Nevertheless, if indeed the encounter is a pleasant and delightful one, it is definitely not a difficult or tedious task for me to flip it and allow you to witness the ultimatum. You decide!

Now that we’ve gotten all the formalities clear, do you feel so much better? So, the next time you visit my own little portal within the Worldwide Web that I’ve paid for, don’t be so quick to assume that you have analyzed and summed me up in a nutshell based on these blogs that dwell within the context of MY site. You do NOT know me and it might be a good thing that you satisfy yourself with your ASSumptions. If what is contained on this site does not meet your level of satisfaction, allow your visits to cease! Your IP address is starting to annoy me! I’ll even allow you to deny it when I confront you about it..but that’s when I get to that task on my long and infinite agenda. That little town that you reside in is levels of minds below me. However, if you need the satisfaction of me giving you your 15 minutes of internet, bloggish fame..here it is. Take it and run with it as far and as long as you can before I catch you. Again, that’s when I can fit you in or when I return to “That Town”. The coming is near!

Until the next time you visit my site..PEACE!