I’m up early on a Saturday beasting through my chore list. And because it’s still early, I’d thought I’d be considerate enough not to blast my cleaning playlist. But because of my consideration, my mind is a bit busier than usual. I’ve been trying to process what my feelings mean as of late. For some reason, I’ve been longing to go back to points in my life even remotely close to a time where life was normal. When I realized it was October, I thought about this post that I wrote last year and just how  ...