Life has been difficult but it’s getting better. It’s been hard to remain focused especially on my school work. This is mainly because the little drive that is left in me is put into my children. I hadn’t gone to school in a week and I missed a quiz in one of my graduate courses. My work at my employer as been beyond sub par. But despite that, I felt like I’ve accomplished something major. I’ve let go of my sadness. My anger. My grief. And I’m making it. I’m ok.
From all that has happened, I’m on the path to recovery. I’m on the path to live my life again.
I’ve cried and cried and cried. And it’s ok.
I’ve screamed to the top of my lungs about how unfair everything is. And that’s ok.
I have, for once in a very long time, put my health, my feelings, and my emotions first. And that’s ok.
I’ve allowed a certain someone to be there for me and I have enjoyed his efforts, even though I said I’d never speak to him again. And that’s ok.
I’ve allowed to let go of this “I can do everything by myself” attitude go simply because I’ve realized that I can’t do everything by my lonesome. I need help. I’ve allowed this certain someone, along with others, to help and assist me. And that’s ok.
We’re going to be ok. After all that has happened, we’ll be ok. Life will be different.
..But that’s ok.
A special thank you to all of you who commented on the previous post and those who read but probably couldn’t find the exact words to say. Thank you for your prayers and your thoughts. God Bless you all!