Rae La Soul

It’s been a while since I’ve been here. I’ve neglected my space for over a month, but never with the intent to do so. Life has been so busy on my end — still trying to put the house back together, work, and just life in general. It’s often that I have so much to share and so much to talk about, but lack the ability to find the words to convey it all.. and to convey it all appropriately.

I generally keep a planner that is designed to keep track of the social aspect of my life, this blog included. I had all of these posts planned that I still needed to write, but I never got around to it. Certain things in my life are draining me. The creativity that I usually allot to other aspects of my life, like this blog, has been needed in other areas just to get me through the day, or the week.

I’m not sure why I shift away from my blog when writing is what aids in my release. But even as I sit here and just “free-type” my thoughts, I feel this sense of motivation. Motivation to create and to share and to write until all of my thoughts, emotions, and ideas become entries for me to share with the world. And sometimes that’s all it takes — to just force yourself to start writing and then go back and make sense of it all. I’m currently working on a recap that’s really blowing my mind right now and it’s proof that things aren’t as bad as they may seem. Sometimes in the midst of your sorrow and stress, it’s necessary to take inventory of your blessings and appreciate them.

I don’t plan on proofreading this post. I’m going against the suggestion of my Insight plugin to do so. I don’t want to. Don’t really feel like it. But just know, the posts to come for the remainder of the 2016 will be a bit better.