Life

Disguised Blessings.


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I came here with the intention to type an entry. To give some sort of update, but I’m at a lost for words. Being blindsided is one of the worst feelings in the world. Next to realizing that you completely wasted your time, energy, and emotions on someone who ultimately wasn’t worth it. The last feeling I’d ever thought I’d feel was hate. But, I do. Hate and regret. Dismay. Complete worthlessness. It’s amazing how you can spend so much time with a person and still not know who they really are. For some strange  ...

Life

My Endeavors: Present and Future


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I said I was going to blog more and I’m working on that. Trust me, I didn’t plan on letting weeks pass by in between the last blog posts and this one, but I’ve been busy. “With what?“, you ask.. I mentioned in a previous post that I was asked to hop aboard a robotics project with a few graduate students. Now, at first, I was shocked, excited, and eager in the beginning while I’m in the Chair of the Computer Science Department’s office. I didn’t know what type of work it would entail and at  ...

Life

Regaining Focus.


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The last few weeks have been a little hectic. It hasn’t been anything that I couldn’t handle, but I physically felt the effects of being pulled in several directions all at once. Taking 19 hours, an internship, and recently being asked to board a robotics project has me quite busy these days. Nevertheless, being involved in so much gives me a good feeling, aside from being physically drained by the end of the week. Luckily, I have vacation/personal hours stashed for a rainy day. I took a few days off just so I can slow down.  ...